Sunday, November 30, 2014

Life Process By: KB © 1.3.2013

My soul
Every bump, dent , knock and ping
A life lesson.
My heart
Every break, tear and piercing
A reason to try again
My mind
Ever open, inviting and enticing
New birth

Feeding, increasing, ever beating, never ceasing life process

Jehovah Nissi BY: KB © 11.30.14


Jehovah Nissi = the Lord is my banner

At some point we have heard both the Greek and Hebrew names for God yet we've heard very little in the way of practical and viable definition. I hope to break this down for you today.
Why is a banner important In military strategies because they designated  position  on the battlefield,(whose troops belong to who)  which is always a chaotic place. In the noise and smoke of battle, regiments could become scattered and turn on one another in fear, and vocal commands could not be heard. So a visual reminder was a critical component, and soldiers were trained to follow the flag.

The Lord is my Banner. This name for God is found in Exodus 17: 15 (HCSB). Take a peek at the context with me from verses 9-16.

Moses said to Joshua, "Select some men for us, and go fight against Amalek. Tomorrow I will stand on the hilltop with God's staff in my hand." Joshua did as Moses had told him, and fought against Amalek, while Moses, Aaron, and Hur went up to the top of the hill. While Moses held up his hand, Israel prevailed, but whenever he put his hand down, Amalek prevailed. When Moses' hands grew heavy, they took a stone and put [it] under him, and he sat down on it. Then Aaron and Hur supported his hands, one on one side and one on the other so that his hands remained steady until the sun went down. So Joshua defeated Amalek and his army with the sword. The Lord then said to Moses, "Write this down on a scroll as a reminder and recite it to Joshua: I will completely blot out the memory of Amalek under heaven." And Moses built an altar and named it, "The Lord Is My Banner." He said, "Indeed, [my] hand is [lifted up] toward the Lord's throne. The Lord will be at war with Amalek from generation to generation."

I zoned in on the fact that we would be at war with the Amalekites for generations..."Why the Amalekites?" I asked.

So, I looked up who they were: The name is often interpreted as "dweller in the valley", and occasionally as "war-like," "people of prey", "cave-men" In some rabbinical interpretations, Amalek is etymologised as a people am, who lick blood, but most specialists regard the origin to be unknown.
In essence we would be at war with people who live in low places and thrive on the blood, misfortune and misery of others!

What battle are you in ?

Is it God chosen? Strange question, isn't it? Scripture is very clear in this particular passage that the Lord, in fact, chooses certain battles for us to fight. Are you allowing Him to assume the role of Jehovah Nissi  in your battle?

 Are you in  a battle that you have chosen, one that is outside the will of God? Are you fighting a battle because you're operating in self-will?  Does your current battle seem insurmountable? If you're recognizing Jehovah Nissi , then you have been promised the victory, but if you are  fighting based on your own will, you have guaranteed your defeat.

Where in your life do you need God to be Jehovah Nissi – the Lord my Banner – and go before you so that you may know victory? 


Saturday, November 29, 2014

Come In By: KB © 1.12.2013

Come in
An invitation comfort
Come in
Encompassing walls
Come in
Wrapped in a velvet throw
Come in
The warmth of the embers
Come in
Mesmerized by the heat
Come in

Afterglow 

Talkin’ ‘Bout My Generation By: KB 1.3.2013

Ya tryin’ too hard…
First, we had to deal with all your afro-centric rhetoric and conspiracy theories.
Listening to your world beat and jazz, like you’re so deep

Ya tryin’ too hard….
Then, we had to put up with your rico-suave, label name droppin’ over-dressing ass.
Bathing in colognes, living on your youth, looks, credit and others basically being a creep

Ya tryin’ too hard
Now, we’re looking at you, pants saggin’, clothes 3 sizes too big, shoes untied, driving and wearing shit you can’t spell or pay for…
Gangster wannabe, talkin’ crazy, X-box playin’ broke joke, no job havin’

Give it up…get real you’re middle aged son!

In all your crazy did you ever have a plan to leave your mark in this world to be a man?
Life is full of possibilities and potential who’s gonna write your story?

Can you see yourself going all Chris Gardner Pursuit of Happiness or the next damn fool on Maury?

Friday, November 28, 2014

Too Easy BY: KB © 11.27.14

I have been giving this some thought for some time now; I was thinking about the right way to convey the message as well as the right time to say it.

We live in a society of immediate gratification and quick fixes. We have deluded ourselves into believing that it's OK to throw things as well as people away. How? When? and Why? has this become OK? Since when did we become judge and jury over people's lives? Since when did we get to determine an individual's value and worth? We are quick to quote scripture and speak of blessings yet, blessings are now only relegated to the things that enhance our lives; benefits.  I need to preach this a little bit because we have gotten so far away from God and His word...
Scripture says...all things work together for the good of those who love God...Romans 8:28 - nowhere does it mention that only the things that benefit us.

We must turn our gaze inward when we experience trials. We must look at what character defects are being exposed and polished. Our trials are never about the other person they are about US as individuals; the other party is just our "rubbing compound."

Withholding love as a form of punishment is an egregious act. Telling someone that they are "unworthy" whether in words or deed speaks volumes to the work that needs to be done. The enemy uses our weaknesses and our character defects to alienate us from God and callusing and heart hardening are the easy and subtle ways to attack. Who are we to dismiss what God has created? (Psalm 139:13 -14, Jeremiah 1:5 )

PSALM 51: 10 -15 Create in me a pure heart, O God,
    and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
11 Do not cast me from your presence
    or take your Holy Spirit from me.
12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation
    and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways,
    so that sinners will turn back to you.
14 Deliver me from the guilt of bloodshed, O God,
    you who are God my Savior,
    and my tongue will sing of your righteousness.
15 Open my lips, Lord,
    and my mouth will declare your praise.

I have no desire to live apart from my feelings. I have no desire to devalue or critique the worth of another human being...it's not my place or my position. I am a lover John 13: 34 "A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another.
John 15:12  My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you.


Thursday, November 27, 2014

Happy Thanksgiving!!! BY: KB © 11.26.14

REAL TALK from KB: I am THANKFUL for the love of my family. Five years ago I was diagnosed with cancer and my first Thanksgiving was a mixture praise and fear; I learned to pray and praise through the fear. God did not give me the spirit of timidity.  In my fourth year of remission, my  partner and friend of 16 years passed; I again had to rely on my faith to get me through. 

The family has just been expanded by two babies in the past twenty months. I've just recently gone through some major emotional upheaval... and through it all ....my God, my faith has been my anchor so I am THANKFUL for Psalm 46:

God is our refuge and strength,
    an ever-present help in trouble.
2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
    and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,
3 though its waters roar and foam
    and the mountains quake with their surging.[c]
4 There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
    the holy place where the Most High dwells.
5 God is within her, she will not fall;
    God will help her at break of day.
6 Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall;
    he lifts his voice, the earth melts.
7 The Lord Almighty is with us;
    the God of Jacob is our fortress.
8 Come and see what the Lord has done,
    the desolations he has brought on the earth.
9 He makes wars cease
    to the ends of the earth.
He breaks the bow and shatters the spear;
    he burns the shields[d] with fire.
10 He says, “Be still, and know that I am God;
    I will be exalted among the nations,
    I will be exalted in the earth.”
11 The Lord Almighty is with us;
    the God of Jacob is our fortress.

I am celebrating in the word: Romans 12: 2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will.


I will ALWAYS be guided by love in every aspect of my life....however misguided I may appear to the rest of the world;  I know love has the power to transform  even if it's just me that it is transforming.........

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Greetings France

If you're one of my readers in France please post a comment...I would love to know who is reading my posts.

Thanks
KB

A THIN BLUE MIND By: KB © 11.25.14

REAL TALK from KB: This speech was delivered in August of 1963 and here we are 51 years later still second in line, still demanding justice, still waiting for this country to honor its Constitutional promise “all men are created equal”…if the Constitution was to be taken figuratively it should not be used as the foundation of our judicial system!

THERE IS NO JUSTIFICATION FOR SHOOTING SOMEONE 10 TIMES!

MLK  March on Washington speech:
I am happy to join with you today in what will go down in history as the greatest demonstration for freedom in the history of our nation. 

Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand today, signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of their captivity.

But one hundred years later, the Negro still is not free. One hundred years later, the life of the Negro is still sadly crippled by the manacles of segregation and the chains of discrimination. One hundred years later, the Negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity. One hundred years later, the Negro is still languishing in the corners of American society and finds himself an exile in his own land. So we have come here today to dramatize a shameful condition.

In a sense we have come to our nation's capital to cash a check. When the architects of our republic wrote the magnificent words of the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, they were signing a promissory note to which every American was to fall heir. This note was a promise that all men, yes, black men as well as white men, would be guaranteed the unalienable rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

It is obvious today that America has defaulted on this promissory note insofar as her citizens of color are concerned. Instead of honoring this sacred obligation, America has given the Negro people a bad check, a check which has come back marked "insufficient funds." But we refuse to believe that the bank of justice is bankrupt. We refuse to believe that there are insufficient funds in the great vaults of opportunity of this nation. So we have come to cash this check — a check that will give us upon demand the riches of freedom and the security of justice. We have also come to this hallowed spot to remind America of the fierce urgency of now. This is no time to engage in the luxury of cooling off or to take the tranquilizing drug of gradualism. Now is the time to make real the promises of democracy. Now is the time to rise from the dark and desolate valley of segregation to the sunlit path of racial justice. Now is the time to lift our nation from the quick sands of racial injustice to the solid rock of brotherhood. Now is the time to make justice a reality for all of God's children.

It would be fatal for the nation to overlook the urgency of the moment. This sweltering summer of the Negro's legitimate discontent will not pass until there is an invigorating autumn of freedom and equality. Nineteen sixty-three is not an end, but a beginning. Those who hope that the Negro needed to blow off steam and will now be content will have a rude awakening if the nation returns to business as usual. There will be neither rest nor tranquility in America until the Negro is granted his citizenship rights. The whirlwinds of revolt will continue to shake the foundations of our nation until the bright day of justice emerges.

But there is something that I must say to my people who stand on the warm threshold which leads into the palace of justice. In the process of gaining our rightful place we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred.

We must forever conduct our struggle on the high plane of dignity and discipline. We must not allow our creative protest to degenerate into physical violence. Again and again we must rise to the majestic heights of meeting physical force with soul force. The marvelous new militancy which has engulfed the Negro community must not lead us to a distrust of all white people, for many of our white brothers, as evidenced by their presence here today, have come to realize that their destiny is tied up with our destiny. They have come to realize that their freedom is inextricably bound to our freedom. We cannot walk alone.

As we walk, we must make the pledge that we shall always march ahead. We cannot turn back. There are those who are asking the devotees of civil rights, "When will you be satisfied?" We can never be satisfied as long as the Negro is the victim of the unspeakable horrors of police brutality. We can never be satisfied, as long as our bodies, heavy with the fatigue of travel, cannot gain lodging in the motels of the highways and the hotels of the cities. We cannot be satisfied as long as the Negro's basic mobility is from a smaller ghetto to a larger one. We can never be satisfied as long as our children are stripped of their selfhood and robbed of their dignity by signs stating "For Whites Only". We cannot be satisfied as long as a Negro in Mississippi cannot vote and a Negro in New York believes he has nothing for which to vote. No, no, we are not satisfied, and we will not be satisfied until justice rolls down like waters and righteousness like a mighty stream.

I am not unmindful that some of you have come here out of great trials and tribulations. Some of you have come fresh from narrow jail cells. Some of you have come from areas where your quest for freedom left you battered by the storms of persecution and staggered by the winds of police brutality. You have been the veterans of creative suffering. Continue to work with the faith that unearned suffering is redemptive.

Go back to Mississippi, go back to Alabama, go back to South Carolina, go back to Georgia, go back to Louisiana, go back to the slums and ghettos of our northern cities, knowing that somehow this situation can and will be changed. Let us not wallow in the valley of despair.
I say to you today, my friends, so even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream.

I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal."

I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at the table of brotherhood.
I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a state sweltering with the heat of injustice, sweltering with the heat of oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice.
I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.


I have a dream today.

I have a dream that one day, down in Alabama, with its vicious racists, with its governor having his lips dripping with the words of interposition and nullification; one day right there in Alabama, little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls as sisters and brothers.

I have a dream today.

I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, every hill and mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plain, and the crooked places will be made straight, and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together.

This is our hope. This is the faith that I go back to the South with. With this faith we will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair a stone of hope. With this faith we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our nation into a beautiful symphony of brotherhood. With this faith we will be able to work together, to pray together, to struggle together, to go to jail together, to stand up for freedom together, knowing that we will be free one day.

This will be the day when all of God's children will be able to sing with a new meaning, "My country, 'tis of thee, sweet land of liberty, of thee I sing. Land where my fathers died, land of the pilgrim's pride, from every mountainside, let freedom ring."

And if America is to be a great nation this must become true. So let freedom ring from the prodigious hilltops of New Hampshire. 
Let freedom ring from the mighty mountains of New York.
Let freedom ring from the heightening Alleghenies of Pennsylvania!
Let freedom ring from the snowcapped Rockies of Colorado!
Let freedom ring from the curvaceous slopes of California!
But not only that; let freedom ring from Stone Mountain of Georgia!
Let freedom ring from Lookout Mountain of Tennessee!
Let freedom ring from every hill and molehill of Mississippi.
 From every mountainside, let freedom ring.

And when this happens, when we allow freedom to ring, when we let it ring from every village and every hamlet, from every state and every city, we will be able to speed up that day when all of God's children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual, "Free at last! free at last! thank God Almighty, we are free at last!"


Monday, November 24, 2014

Let it Begin With Me!!! BY: KB © 11.24.14

REAL TALK from KB: Those of you who know me…really know me; know that I’m not a conventional thinker. I’m a thinking/feeling person. If I had to label myself I would say I’m more of a “philosophical – socialist” I believe in a Higher Power construct and I believe in the greater good for mankind. I believe that we ALL have a purpose and a calling. I am in the world but I am not of the world. I don’t subscribe to the “what have you done for me lately?” thinking of this culture; personally, you can keep that “Gordon Gecko – greed is good) bull**** to yourself and as far away from me as possible.

 I was raised by people in the struggle; I believe in the strength and the power of the collective! I live by the statement “we are not free until we all are free”…..

Look around, we may not be in physical shackles but we have bought into and become enslaved to ideologies that are systematically eliminating our humanity, humility, compassion and empathy…..love has become a song lyric and nothing else

Forgiveness (pt. 2) BY: KB © 11.24.14

…forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us….

This line is no accident. It is a line that addresses humility, shortcomings, fault and frailty. It is worded in this order to remind us of who we are and how we fall short. I say this because we have a tendency to get haughty and high and mighty in our judgment for others. We live in a culture where it’s easier to blame, name call, condemn, write off, ridicule and dispose of people; yet we speak of love and brotherhood. How can these schools of thought co-exist in an individual? God is calling us to be whole and single-minded not engaged in dichotomous, compartmentalized thinking. Love is love, is love is love……..all sin and fall short!

Allow me to highlight some very basic Bible truths:

Matthew 6:14-15 For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.  But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.

1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

Isaiah 1:18 "Come now, let us reason together," says the LORD. "Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool.

Matthew 6:9-15 "This, then, is how you should pray: " 'Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name,  your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.  Give us today our daily bread.  Forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors.  And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. '  For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.  But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.

Bottom line all of us are in need of grace and mercy and the Lord’s Prayer reminds us that we are first in need before we begin to project on and fix others….


Like the song goes…it’s me, it’s me, it’s me,  oh Lord standing in the need of prayer!

Sunday, November 23, 2014

The Paradox By: KB 11-19-13

Why (-)
Life’s open-ended question
 that creates a void
in anything that has to do with SELF

Why (+)
Life’s question that motivates

For personal growth

Forgiveness By: KB 11.23.14

REAL TALK from KB: Forgiveness

Do you owe anyone an apology? What did/do you do the right the wrong? Do you need to forgive or be forgiven?  Do you even bother to examine these questions in your life?

Man oh man! I cannot tell you how many memes, photos and quotes that I have seen on forgiveness. Many of the quotes talk about forgiving yourself. I just saw a quote that threw my mind into thought about what it really means to forgive yourself; I have to say that our egos and our pride have made the process way too easy. I say this because we overlook the steps it takes to insure "forgiveness". We tend to blame the other party or to not even acknowledge that something was said or done to create the need for forgiveness.

Matthew 5: 22-24 …22"But I say to you that everyone who is angry with his brother shall be guilty before the court; and whoever says to his brother, 'You good-for-nothing,' shall be guilty before the supreme court; and whoever says, 'You fool,' shall be guilty enough to go into the fiery hell.23"Therefore if you are presenting your offering at the altar, and there remember that your brother has something against you, 24 leave your offering there before the altar and go; first be reconciled to your brother, and then come and present your offering

James 5: 15 -16  15 and the prayer offered in faith will restore the one who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up, and if he has committed sins, they will be forgiven him. 16 Therefore, confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another so that you may be healed. The effective prayer of a righteous man can accomplish much.

Matthew Henry's Concise Commentary  states : Matthew 5:21-26 The Jewish teachers had taught, that nothing except actual murder was forbidden by the sixth commandment. Thus they explained away its spiritual meaning. Christ showed the full meaning of this commandment; according to which we must be judged hereafter, and therefore ought to be ruled now. All rash anger is heart murder. By our brother, here, we are to understand any person, though ever so much below us, for we are all made of one blood. Raca, is a scornful word, and comes from pride: Thou fool, is a spiteful word, and comes from hatred. Malicious slanders and censures are poison that kills secretly and slowly. Christ told them that how light soever they made of these sins, they would certainly be called into judgment for them. We ought carefully to preserve Christian love and peace with all our brethren; and if at any time there is a quarrel, we should confess our fault, humble ourselves to our brother, making or offering satisfaction for wrong done in word or deed: and we should do this quickly; because, till this is done, we are unfit for communion with God in holy ordinances. And when we are preparing for any religious exercises, it is good for us to make that an occasion of serious reflection and self-examination. What is here said is very applicable to our being reconciled to God through Christ. While we are alive, we are in the way to his judgment-seat; after death, it will be too late. When we consider the importance of the case, and the uncertainty of life, how needful it is to seek peace with God, without delay!

Bottom line...we all sin, we all fall short, we all get angry, we all say things.... it's about what we do and say once we realize that we have fallen out of step. Do we blame others? Do we just offer up a cursory prayer and continue on our merry way not even acknowledging that we have caused harm?  I can tell you that I don't ever want to live a life divorced from my conscience; apologies are mandatory in my life and my walk. I don't EVER want someone to live with hurt, harm or emotional baggage caused by me; I have and will continue to live my life operating under this premise. 

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Insomnia By: KB 1.6.2013

Wide awake
Sleep eludes me
I close my eyes
My thoughts pursue me
My body craves rest
But my mind says NO!

Subliminal and subconscious won’t let me go 

Friday, November 21, 2014

Love My Enemies?!!! You're Kidding Right BY: KB © 11.21.14

I've been in the habit of quoting 1 Corinthians 13 whenever I want to discuss love. The passage defines the character and content of love; today, I want to talk about love in our actions. The Hebrews 13: 2 type love  (NIV) “Do not forget to show hospitality to strangers, for by so doing some people have shown hospitality to angels without knowing it.” Begging the question: What do you actions say about you?

Jon 3: 17 – 19 17
But whoever has the world's goods, and sees his brother in need and closes his heart against him, how does the love of God abide in him? 18
Little children, let us not love with word or with tongue, but in deed and truth. 
19 We will know by this that we are of the truth, and will assure our heart before Him…
How does the love of God abide in him? This question is taken directly from the text. I recently had to check myself on this very question. How could I claim to be a follower of Christ and continue to nurse resentments? Christ cannot and will not dwell in the duality of the situation.

Romans 12:9-21 (NIV) 9 Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. 10 Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves. 11 Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. 12 Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. 13 Share with the Lord’s people who are in need. Practice hospitality.
14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. 15 Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. 16 Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited.
17 Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everyone.18 If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. 19 Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,” says the Lord. 20 On the contrary:
“If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
    if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.”
21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.


I thought to myself “Man this is crazy!!! How could I possibly love my enemies?!!!” I mean I was truly wrestling with this concept. Being a fighter most of my life it was really hard for me to get a clear understanding of this but then the answer came to me in the midst of prayer. I was praying about a situation that involved contention and stress in my life when the Lord spoke to my spirit in a clear and concise manner. He told me that I could love my enemies when I love Him and stop questioning. It was as simple as that. It doesn't place onus on anyone but me..I can’t walk a line and pick and choose what parts of the word I’m going to follow. I must be “all in” with my love and trust for God.

Thursday, November 20, 2014

Addiction By: KB 1.7.2013

Addiction is a vindictive bitch
Turn a penthouse girl to an outhouse girl
Livin’ foolish rich

Addiction will make you forget you’re a mom
Bobbin’ and weavin’, noddin’ and skeezin’
All to get the drug induced calm

Addiction will kill you slow
Livin’ pillar to post, jail as host
Or worse yet a 10 dollar ho

Addiction the lifestyle
Invites other disease to spread
Addiction ma,
if you don’t recognize and give it respect
it will leave you dead


Battling the flesh By: KB © 11.20.14

REAL TALK from KB: I've discovered that no matter how much I study the word, embrace the word and preach/teach what I've studied and learned it's a constant battle to bring the flesh under subjection. I know I may sound like "Charlie Brown's teacher" to those of you who do not have a faith construct or point of reference so please allow me to elucidate as best I can...

Sometimes you have to embrace the seemingly "bad" in your life. These past couple of weeks I had my own personal "Jacob -wrestle with it until it blesses you moment." My blessing came when I realized that God did something for my good. Initially I fought tooth and nail  to hold on to what I thought I had/wanted. I was caught up in the emotion of the situation. Funny thing, in the middle of prayer about the situation the answer came. I didn't like anything about the situation. My ego was bruised because I wanted to dictate the terms of my blessings; again, I was caught up in the emotion of the situation and not looking at what was being provided.

Romans 8:28  New International Version (NIV)
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

I have to embrace the goodness and perfect timing and the perfect will of God in all things. I have to fully commit to Jehovah Jireh. I cannot just talk about it or say it's real when things work out how I want them to. I have to be more mindful of Proverbs 4: 23


The Matthew Henry Commentary breaks the passage of  Proverbs 4: 14 -27 with these words (I selected what I believe to be the main premise) Attentive hearing the word of God, is a good sign of a work of grace begun in the heart, and a good means of carrying it on. There is in the word of God a proper remedy for all diseases of the soul. Keep thy heart with all diligence. We must set a strict guard upon our souls; keep our hearts from doing hurt, and getting hurt. A good reason is given; because out of it are the issues of life. Above all, we should seek from the Lord Jesus that living water, the sanctifying Spirit, issuing forth unto everlasting life. Thus we shall be enabled to put away a froward mouth and perverse lips; our eyes will be turned from beholding vanity, looking straight forward, and walking by the rule of God's word, treading in the steps of our Lord and Master. Lord, forgive the past, and enable us to follow thee more closely for the time to come.

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Google Tracker

Hi All,

I just checked the stats on this page. I was interested in the audience, it seems I'm am developing a following in France. I am floored and honored that the page has an international following.
I just want to just take the time to acknowledge my readers and avid followers.

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Janet Sang By KB 11.5.13

Janet sang funny how time flies when you’re having fun
I ask myself when does the fun begin?
All I ever hear from you are complaints and misgivings
A sort of sulfuric din
A noise from Sheol
A Hades howl
A banshee‘s bitch and moan….

You taught me that the fun begins when I find myself alone

Come Home By: KB © 11.18.14



REAL TALK from KB: Like the Capital One tag line “what’s in your wallet?” I had to develop one that reflects my current situation “who’s on the throne?” This thought came to me as I was listening to the radio Mary J was singing “you are my everything….” and I had to think just how quickly I can get away from my everything. It’s funny how God can use things to keep you mindful and repentant.


PSALM 119: 176  I have strayed like a lost sheep. Seek your servant, for I have not forgotten your commands.

Monday, November 17, 2014

My muse By KB 11.5.13

My muse
Does not speak with dulcet tones
My muse
Does not cause me to take flight
Instead she slaps me with moments of word and inspiration
Causing a flurry of writing and thinking
And then she leaves, slamming the door and saying

“Bitch, I’m old I ain’t stayin’ up with you rhyming and writing all night”

Not My Son By: KB 1.17.13

Not my son
I raised him to know
Right from wrong
Sister’s y’all gotta stop singin’
This played out, tired song

Not my son
I told him to be a man
And made sure he took care of his kids
Then why does he fight child support?
Or making Maury rich –yellin’ they ain’t his!

Not my son
That cop got it all wrong
He’s innocent and they got him doin’ a hitch
No, not you son actin’ all hard with a gun in his hand
Now he’s sittin’ in court cryin’ like a little bitch…..


NO not your son!

Love & Psalms By: KB 1.5.2013

Groaning and soul’s uttering
Laments from the core of my being

Pleas for reciprocity, restitution, rejuvenation, relief and release

Calling it out! By: KB © 11.17.14

REAL TALK from KB: I have allowed some things from my past (growing up in a home with domestic violence – PTSD) to haunt my present but I’ll be damned if I’ll let it seep into my future.  I have learned to self-censor in order to avoid unnecessary drama….but it has caused more anxiety and distress for me. Truth be told, some things just needs to be called out! People are not disposable commodities. Treat people how you want to be treated – a lesson taught in early childhood but seems to have been forgotten by the “what have you done for me lately” mindset of today’s society.


We need to stop compartmentalizing our lives and treating our humanity, morality and faith like holiday decorations, meaning you only bring them out at certain times

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Urban Sights and Sounds By: KB 1.4.2013

Urban litter
Free floating forms of life, times and struggles
Hermetically sealed refuse relegated to multicolored plastic bins

Urban glitter
Scattered shards scattered about the pavement
A marker for memories and possessions gone missing

Urban music
The clickety-clack of well-worn heels and tennis shoes scuffling
Keeping a fast pace in the rat race to nowhere
The next appointment, back from lunch, bank, market soup line or a spot under the overpass


Life goes on

Saturday, November 15, 2014

A dressed up mess By: KB © 11.10.14

Ego is a funny thing
It will tell you that you’re the sh**
You’ll try to act accordingly when when you know that’s not really it
Fragile little people
Wrapped and designer dressed

But what it is in reality is a dressed up mess

Friday, November 14, 2014

BLESSINGS By: KB © 11.14.14


REAL TALK from KB: I just heard someone tell a person “God is going to bless you!”  What does that mean? Did He ever stop? NO! We have to stop reciting empty church rhetoric and slogans. God is about the business of blessing folks all day and everyday…..the real problem is that we've equated blessings with things that we want! 

I call cancer a blessing…I don’t see anybody standing in line to applaud cancer; I will all day every day because it taught me to slow down. Cancer taught me about love. Cancer taught me about my own personal strength and most important cancer awakened my faith and all the stuff I had forgotten or ignored in my faith walk came rushing to the forefront of my mind and I was quickly able to find peace of mind.


So a blessing is, and always will be favor but we need to stop looking for what we want to happen and learn to embrace the hardships and look for what’s bringing abundant life!!!!

FAITH By: KB © 11.14.14

REAL TALK from KB: I periodically have to ask myself this question but today I am asking it of you. How strong is your faith (walk)?  Do you trust God and His word or are you more prone to run to others for help and commiseration? Do you and your friends celebrate in the woe is me one-upmanship? 

I learned a while back to surround myself with spiritual people who love me, support me and challenge me to go and grow in the ways of God. I've had moments where I have been brought to my knees crying out to God telling Him that I can’t possibly take “nare anuther thang” and He gives me more to show that His grace is sufficient. I now know that to be a truth. There have been times where I've been mad at and removed from God. I then hear my grandma’s voice from heaven yellin’ “What ‘chu mad fo?!” I’m then reminded that not now does not mean not ever.  Acting like a spoiled child, I was having a tantrum while God was protecting me from something.

I may get out of sync and miss a few step but it doesn't take me long to get right back in step with the rest of the flock.

Isaiah 53:6 New International Version (NIV)
6 We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
    each of us has turned to our own way;
and the Lord has laid on him
    the iniquity of us all.


John 10:14 New International Version (NIV)
"I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me—


23 PSALM
23 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2     He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters.
3     He restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousness
    for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
    I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
    your rod and your staff,
    they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
    in the presence of my enemies;
you anoint my head with oil;
    my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
    all the days of my life,
and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord
    forever.


Now before you get all mad about me preaching…look at how many times I used “I”…this is all about me but I’m asking you to work with it as well.

Thursday, November 13, 2014

God won't By: KB© 11.4.14

God won't abandon me
I know this as a Biblical truth
I live my life to please Him, the gospel is my proof
God won't abandon me
though I cannot see
surrounded by the darkness
I trust the internal light of God to lead and guide me
God won't abandon me
I don't have to know the answers
to all of life's hard tests
all I do is trust in Him, He grants my spirit rest
God won't abandon me
I fight, cry and wail

He restoreth my soul, God will always prevail

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

HUMANITY, HUMILITY and EMPATHY By:KB © 11.12.14

REAL TALK from KB : Do y’all mind if I embrace my Baptist roots and preach a bit today?

I am really into word studies; as soon as I hear somebody justify or rationalize a behavior, myself included, I look for the key word being debated. I can tell you that I've been mentally wrestling with a couple of things I've heard and been hearing for a while.

First, can I say that there is a time and a calling to mature in our beliefs? The first passage of scripture that comes to mind is 1 Corinthians 13:11 New International Version (NIV)
11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me.

Then look up 1 Corinthians 3:2, 1 Peter 2:2, Hebrews 5:12, 1 Corinthians 14:20, Galatians 4:3, Hebrews 6:1

At some point we have to travel beyond the day we first believed because we are required to do some things for Him, according to His will and His way. How can we do this if we just believe? When I was a kid, I used to believe that my mom could sing because her voice would soothe me to sleep. As an adult I know that my mom’s song styling’s are just as tone-deaf as my own. As a child I believed in Santa; as I grew older I realized that my gifts were a result of God’s abundance and grace. So, what am I saying? I’m saying that we “must walk a few blocks” from our salvation. Resting on a basic faith construct  is a form of selfishness and grace abuse.

Why do I say this? Because we act as spoiled children; we know that God will continue to bless us but we do not attempt to improve our relationship with Him. It’s the same sense of entitlement that we act on as children.

Secondly, God has been whispering to me about humility. Keeping it 100….learning to be humble has lessened my need for bail money, in other words I am not led by my ego. I am more inclined to pray for the situation that allows the ego to rise up. I embrace the opportunity to identify with the cross.

Ephesians 4:2 Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love.

Philippians 3:2 Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves.

Proverbs 11:2, 1 Peter 3:3-4, Matthew 11:29-30, Proverbs 22:4

How have we become so calloused and selfish in our daily lives that forget to look to and thank the source of all? The funny thing is that what we think defines us could all be taken away in a Job-like moment. Would you be able to acknowledge the source of your blessings then? Why has prayer and a relationship with God only relegated to tough times and trials or when we get something that we believe we deserve?  Again, keeping it 100- the thing that woke me up spiritually would be considered a curse by many; I learned to truly embrace and praise in the midst of a cancer storm. I have not been the same since and I thank God for the blessing of cancer. If it weren't for it I would have been happy and content with a mediocre faith walk. With cancer I learned that my joy was truly not dependent upon my circumstances. I learned who loved me and who would walk to the furnace with me. Like Paul I revel in my infirmity (2 Corinthians 12: 7-9)

We cannot divorce ourselves from our humanity, humility or empathy these are the things that draws us to God. We can pick and choose how we relate and what we want to present and believe we’re hiding from God but there will be a day when we will have to give account on what we've done with the life He provided. I can only speak/teach on this….but the question I constantly ask myself is How do I want to be known when I leave here? What can/will others say about me and what will I say to my Creator?


SELAH

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Broken Hearts by: KB © 10.5.14

How do you measure the pain of a broken heart or loss
do you use the standard bullshit medical scale of 1 to 10
giving limited numbers like we're too stupid to articulate
seriously, is there a 1 in the pain scale?
a 1 implies you're a little disturbed, peeved, put out
so,  can a 1 be described as pain or as discomfort
a broken heart and a loss should be measured in meteorological  or seismic scales
heartbreak and loss are a category 5  storm or 8 points on the Richter
pain and hurt are pain and hurt
they are not relative
it's a shared human experience
both are devastating, shattering
both require grief and mourning
time, love, empathy, and compassion are the healers


VOTING IS NOT AN OPTION IT’S A MUST BY: KB © 11.11.14

REAL TALK from KB: I was disgusted by the turn out for the mid-term elections I have met a few folks and heard far too many Black folks talk about why they do not vote; I’m appalled! You should be the first people at the polls. Sure the electoral vote system is flawed but we will never get to the place of 1 man, 1 vote if you stay away from the polls. 

Are you disgusted that race relations are once again becoming factors for determining education, health care, loan rates, housing costs? We have become brainwashed, delusion and complacent about the issue of race in this country. We have adopted an “I got mine, you get yours” mentality; if you think back to our most productive times as a people, we worked as a collective.
Allow me to share a few reasons why I am stressing the act of voting
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  • -         Ruby Nell Bridges Hall (born September 8, 1954) is an American activist known for being the first black child to attend an all-white elementary school in the South.


  • -         Little Rock Nine were a group of African American students enrolled in Little Rock Central High School in 1957. Their enrollment was followed by the Little Rock Crisis, in which the students were initially prevented from entering the racially segregated school by Orval Faubus, the Governor of Arkansas. They then attended after the intervention of President Dwight D. Eisenhower. 


  • -         George Wallace, one of the most controversial politicians in U.S. history, was elected governor of Alabama in 1962 under an ultra-segregationist platform. In his 1963 inaugural address, he promised his white followers: "Segregation now! Segregation tomorrow! Segregation forever!" When African American students attempted to desegregate the University of Alabama in June 1963, Alabama's new governor, flanked by state troopers, literally blocked the door of the enrollment office. The U.S. Supreme Court, however, had declared segregation unconstitutional in 1954's Brown v. Board of Education, and the executive branch undertook aggressive tactics to enforce the ruling.

   
     On June 10, 1963, President John F. Kennedy federalized National Guard troops and deployed them to the University of Alabama to force its desegregation. The next day, Governor Wallace yielded to the federal pressure, and two African American students--Vivian Malone and James A. Hood--successfully enrolled. In September of the same year, Wallace again attempted to block the desegregation of an Alabama public school--this time Tuskegee High School in Huntsville--but President Kennedy once again employed his executive authority and federalized National Guard troops. Wallace had little choice but to yield.
       
  •       In Oxford, Mississippi, James H. Meredith, an African American, is escorted onto the University of Mississippi campus by U.S. Marshals, setting off a deadly riot. Two men were killed before the racial violence was quelled by more than 3,000 federal soldiers. The next day, Meredith successfully enrolled and began to attend classes amid continuing disruption.


-         A former serviceman in the U.S. Air Force, Meredith applied and was accepted to the University of Mississippi in 1962, but his admission was revoked when the registrar learned of his race. A federal court ordered "Ole Miss" to admit him, but when he tried to register on September 20, 1962, he found the entrance to the office blocked by Mississippi Governor Ross Barnett. On September 28, the governor was found guilty of civil contempt and was ordered to cease his interference with desegregation at the university or face arrest and a fine of $10,000 a day. Two days later, Meredith was escorted onto the Ole Miss campus by U.S. Marshals. Turned back by violence, he returned the next day and began classes. Meredith, who was a transfer student from all-black Jackson State College, graduated with a degree in political science in 1963. 

Educate yourselves to the Civil Right Voting Act: In the 1950s, the American Civil Rights Movement escalated pressure on the federal government to protect the voting rights of racial minorities. In 1957, Congress passed the first voting-rights legislation since Reconstruction: the Civil Rights Act of 1957

SINCE RECONSTRUCTION – THAT’S THE CIVIL WAR Y’ALL and it was written in such a way where it lacks “teeth” bits and pieces are up for debate on a regular basis. This is why the Southern states are allowed to run amuck every election.

If we do not exercise our RIGHT to vote we will be back in a position where we will have to take tests to qualify or paying poll taxes to exclude certain people from the decision making process.


Apathy is a slow painful death!

Praising in pain and hurt By: KB © 11.11.14

REAL TALK from KB: Man, I am angry and I am hurt; I can acknowledge those feelings but I can also say that the God in me will not allow me to give in to the ugliness that comes attached to my bruised pride. 

In his pride the wicked does not seek him; in all his thoughts there is no room for God. Psalm 10:4 (I don’t want to do anything apart from or to offend God)

For the sins of their mouths, for the words of their lips, let them be caught in their pride. Psalm 59:12 (Who am I to talk down Gods creation – I can speak of the actions but I dare not slander their person or purpose)

When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with humility comes wisdom. Proverbs 11:2

Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall. Proverbs 16:18

If my faith is all that I tout and preach about I am persuaded (as the song goes) to remain humble. I can speak of and call out injustice to teach others “the way” but I must also remain humble. I must bring my flesh under the subjection of the cross. Ephesian 4:32, Matthew 5:44, Luke 6:28,

First and foremost I must forgive myself…I am never a victim in any situation…if I am a victim I am victimized by my choices. Did I respond accordingly to the voice and the will of God? We tend to resent the things that mirror our own shortcomings and character defects (1 John 1:9).

I cannot be emotionally or physically well until I begin to forgive others (Job 21:25)

I cannot be spiritually well until I release (Mark 11:25; Psalm 66:18)

Bottom line…when my ego takes a blow, when my pride is hurt, when I want to grab hold of my NY roots and go all “greasy, grimy, gully” I must humble myself and forgive.

1 Corinthians 6:12 "I have the right to do anything," you say--but not everything is beneficial. "I have the right to do anything"--but I will not be mastered by anything. (NIV)

 I will not be a slave to my anger!!!

1 Corinthians 10:23  All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not. (KJV)


I can be angry and get all “gully” but will it bring me life or edify the God I say can do all?

Monday, November 10, 2014

Fool for counsel By: kb © 10.13.14


I was talking to a girlfriend the other day
When she gave me reason to pause
She was going through something
And needed someone to take up the cause
Y’all already know I started talking about prayer

I started talking
But I could tell she’s checked out
Like she was talking to static air

She started talking about what her girlfriend said
How she was told to this and that
I sat and I listened, didn’t say a word
The conversation and instruction: what I’m going to do went on for quite a while
I couldn’t believe what I heard
All of it just made me smile

You much rather listen to and follow
Someone broken, busted, bitter and always in despair
As opposed to humbling yourself, getting on your knees and taking it to God in prayer

Pride and hubris the downfall of man
Imagine just how much God laughs

Every time we make a plan

REAL TALK from KB: 11.10.14 Taming the Tongue James 3

REAL TALK from KB: 11.10.14
Rudeness is a broken man’s imitation of strength. We must learn to bring all of who we are under submission. We must learn to recognize the voice and the call of God. We must be able to hear, see and act in accordance when we see hurt and pain.
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REAL TALK from KB: 11.10.14
 Not many of you should become teachers, my fellow believers, because you know that we who teach will be judged more strictly. 2 We all stumble in many ways. Anyone who is never at fault in what they say is perfect, able to keep their whole body in check.
3 When we put bits into the mouths of horses to make them obey us, we can turn the whole animal. 4 Or take ships as an example. Although they are so large and are driven by strong winds, they are steered by a very small rudder wherever the pilot wants to go. 5 Likewise, the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. 6 The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole body, sets the whole course of one’s life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.
7 All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles and sea creatures are being tamed and have been tamed by mankind, 8 but no human being can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.
9 With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God’s likeness. 10 Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this should not be. 11 Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? 12 My brothers and sisters, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water.


Saturday, November 8, 2014

My Country 'tis of thee, sweet land of bigotry BY: KB © 11.8.14

http://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2014/nov/01/michael-brown-assata-shakur-racist-state-of-america

I read this story and my blood began to boil.  I grew up with parents who were "undercover" militants. They had both grew up with parents who experienced the ugliness of the segregated South. They both understood and taught about the subtleties of racism in America. Those subtleties became very real for me when I learned to read; I started reading at a very early age because my mom and grandparents stressed the importance of education. My parents were in a "higher education/enlightenment" mode and had both enrolled in a Black Lit course at the University of Buffalo.  The first adult books I read was the Souls of Black Folks and the Soul On Ice. My beast was awakened. I began to question anything and everything about race in America. I began to read Black Literature like the books were being printed in my home. I remember my father throwing a major fit when I sent away for Black Panther Literature; I was 8 or 9 years old. His rant included letters like CIA and FBI, he also mentioned words like communists and I was told that I could only read books in the home or from the library ..yeah right, like the "alphabet police" didn't monitor libraries.

Over the years I have learned just how corrupt our government can be. COINTELPRO, Watergate, Iran-Contra,  and other Black Ops that we have yet to learn about. So after reading this story I have to ask...who are the real terrorists? How much evidence is real? What was manufactured? How was the media manipulated?

I know that there are people who will say that racism is harbored in the minds of people of color, to that I say tell that to any mother who has had their children murdered or brutalized by the police who "feared for their lives" from unarmed black men. To that I say listen to how conservatives and the media address the President. Have you ever heard Nixon, Carter, Ford, Reagan or Bush being addressed as Mr.?


I also want to remind people that America is STILL at war with people of color and has been since 1865; we're still pawns in the game of free, white and 21.

Monday, November 3, 2014

How do you wait? By: KB © 11.3.14

Christians like to sing songs about waiting on God and how God is on time but are also some of the most impatient people in the world. We get impatient and irritated at the things that really don’t matter. We get anxious because God is not moving fast enough or is not answering things how WE had them planned out in our minds. WE extend all kinds of petty permissions to people who take us off our path; all because we CANNOT or DO NOT know how to wait!

As a believer does your “wait” align with your faith?

Proverbs 16:9 Amplified Bible (AMP)
9 A man’s mind plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps and makes them sure.

Galatians 5:22 Amplified Bible (AMP)
22 But the fruit of the [Holy] Spirit [the work which His presence within accomplishes] is love, joy (gladness), peace, patience (an even temper, forbearance), kindness, goodness (benevolence), faithfulness,

James 1:4 Amplified Bible (AMP)
4 But let endurance and steadfastness and patience have full play and do a thorough work, so that you may be [people] perfectly and fully developed [with no defects], lacking in nothing.

Your soul IS comprised of your mind, your will and your emotions; is it under the subjection to the will and the word of God?

Matthew 16:26 Amplified Bible (AMP)
For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his life [his blessed life in the kingdom of God]? Or what would a man give as an exchange for his [blessed] life [in the kingdom of God]?

How do you wait?

Sunday, November 2, 2014

Radically Inclusive Faith Walk By: KB 10/2012

I know I’m going to make a few people mad with this one and you know I don’t care; you may consider my points once you read it and think about it.

I received a call this weekend telling me that a Pastor from a once big (mega-church in its day) church was stepping down. I was told that the Pastor seemed somewhat torn about the decision. I wasn’t shocked or surprised at all, let me tell you why. The church itself was like a slice of Orange County in the Central Valley; ultra conservative, ultra white. It made no attempts to be inclusive unless it fell under their definition/interpretation/dogma of the term ministry. Any interaction with people of color was a major production as if to announce “see how liberal we are!” There were never more than 20 people of color in a church that once boasted over 1000 members. Someone in the music ministry knew Andre Crouch and he performed there a time or two but the announcements pertaining to the music seemed to be a veiled warning to people who couldn't handle African American contemporary Gospel.

Like any church there were scandals, some should have been addressed publicly not to denigrate an individual but because it impacted the public but churches have a tendency to deal with things with confession and prayer. To that, I say, God gives common sense as well and we are to use. There were power struggles and many good preachers and teachers were left in the lurch. There was favoritism concerning positions and money allocations (never mentioned but very obvious to those who cared enough to be observant.)

All that garbage aside I think the biggest hurt and pain will felt by the congregation with no vision; a church left with memories of thriving. A church stuck in a time-warp where defacto segregation was the norm. I’m not talking about just racial segregation…I’m talking sexism, classism and the staunch practices of church ritual as opposed to the willingness to be Christ-like and become radically inclusive.Do you see and hear language in your church that includes all walks of life? Where is that addict? Is there a ministry for him/her? Are single mothers recognized or is the push to get a husband the cure all? Is there a place for a prostitute trying to get out of the life? What is being told to battered women? Ephesians 5:22-23 doesn't work when a woman is beaten but I know of several instances where is was spoken as a preventative.  We bemoan the fact that kids today don’t have hope…but hope cannot live or be demonstrated in hypocrisy…we’ll understand it better by and by is not a working solution when there is no action or education.

It’s time to wake up! A Pastor is a teacher and a guide not a Messiah we have a responsibility for our education and our faith walk 2Timothy 2:14-26


Wrong in Righteousness By: KB ©10/2013

 In my recent trip to Modesto I happened upon a religions network, they have a million of ‘em. The reason I’m writing about this is because in my channel surfing I happened to hear a snippet of conversation that has had me thinking for days about the subject. This brother, God bless him (didn't catch his name nor can I find a picture of him on the net), said something so profound that I just have to share it.

He said and I quote “the church has gotten righteousness wrong!” I don’t know about you but as a person of faith that should make your ears perk up….The brother went on to explain that righteousness means that an individual should examine him/her self and align up with the will and purpose of God and then begin to do the works according to the will. We, however, have used the word righteous as a measure and a standard of judgment for others….say amen somebody!!!!

 I ran this vein of conversation by some of my “Bible buddies” and seminarian peers and we had a time just discussing the topic. We also got into how people are attempting to apply commandments specific to Israel (in historic context) to the population of modern society…REAL TALK some things are specific to the Israelite's (in the moment) Scripture is a tricky thing when you try to apply it literal when it should be figurative and vise versa.

Bottom line …be like Jacob in the Old Testament and wrestle with the subject until it blesses you….but keep in mind the quote on righteousness