Blessed are those who mourn….I have been ruminating over
this scripture for a few days now. In my deep thought I’ve been asking myself
exactly when is the last time I truly felt my heart break over something or
someone that has gone against God? Do I mourn things that grieve the Holy
Spirit..and you know I had to answer no!
I get so self-absorbed and caught up that I don’t pay
attention until that something becomes something big, a Goliath, if you will
allow me the analogy; I notice the someone when they are already in the stages of
chastisement or affliction.
I often missed the opportunity to teach and correct or to be
a comfort because I’m all off in my stuff-mostly self-induced crises because I
allow my anxiety (the deceiver) to help me “problem solve”.
I need to be more aware of me as I relate to people and most
importantly how I relate to God
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