Confessions pt.II

BY: KB © 2.7.15

some times in life you're left in the dark

unable to see when things are falling apart

I like to believe that I was tried and true

now I realize that I wasn't giving my best to you

I had fears and insecurities

they were silently eating away and me

I had things from the past that were unresolved

dealing with the past my future dissolved

I'm so lost,  don't know what to do,

 guess I'll choose to be honest and share my confessions

First, I never really cried

when the woman I once love had died

living in dysfunction for many years

is like living in a dilapidated building

but even with the final crumbling

I had to be present and a rock for my children

Dealing with things that seemed unreal, crazy family that didn't deal

splitting the kids that's just not right, I wasn't "family so I really had no part in the fight"

I'm was lost,  didn't know what to do,

 guess I'll choose to be honest and share my confessions

Body image shot

from the surgery scars I've got

it hard to be fine when you're scarred like Frankenstein

some days it's hard to feel that someone could

see your sex appeal

a few lingering issues I didn't share

I tried to act like they just weren't there

I'm feeling just not right , unspoken it starts a fight

I'm so hurt, don't know what to do

guess I'll choose to be honest and share my confessions

If I could turn back time

back to then I would share more

to let you in

there's no greater love than to be supported by your lover,

 your best friend

when you're going through something

I'm so hurt, now I know what to do

guess I'll choose to be honest and share my confessions